You are cutting


What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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You Are Practical With Clothes: You buy things only
when you need them and are responsible. You
aren't addicted, but your wardrobe might need a
boost here and there


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Inspirational....

There is freedom within
there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead
many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While you're traveling with me

-[CHORUS]-
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win

Now I'm towing my car
there's a hole in the roof
my possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof
in the paper today
tales of war and of waste
but you turn right over to the T.V. page

-[CHORUS]-
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win

Now I'm walking again
to the beat of a drum
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart
Only shadows ahead
barely clearing the roof
Get to know the feeling of liberation and release

Hey now, Hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, Hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
You know they won’t win

Don’t let them win
Hey now, Hey now

Hey now, Hey now

Hey now, Hey now
Don’t let them win

They come, They come
Don’t let them win

Hey now, Hey now (yeah)

Hey now, Hey now

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Makin' friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling
Me that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown and I don't know why

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Me, I'm talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talkin' bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think that there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinkin
Somehow I've lost my mind

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talkin in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, How I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
(A little unwell)
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

Havent been blogging for quite a while I realise.. Not even seen in IRC or ICQ for a freakin long time. Needa update myself on the happening that took place.

Events that happened on...

18th.April.2003
Painted the whole dentist's room with my favourite bleu in 6 hours flat. Quarrelled with darlin over that matter. Went Feli's place to have dinner, met ting, andrea, karin down at MM. Went to Darl's place to stay for the night. -sleeps-

19th.April.2003
Woke up, had lunch, went to watch darl's hockey match. As always, their team always wins! c",)p yippee! Then after match, came back to darl's house. Had serious talks to resolve conflict the previous dae. -went home-

20th.April.2003
Met Darl for breakie at chinatown for my favorite porridge and raw fish. Went over to her house coz she needs to get her bro ready to go her aunt's place. She fed her bro chickin rice, fed me too. Hahaha. Later on, s'posed to go werk, in the end, came up with some reason to escape werk for that day. Went to watch darl play her hockey match again. RECS vs Jansenites. Final Score 4:1. Went for dinner after that. Watched "Johnny English". Laughed like mad. A really dumb show to start with.

"Do you have a tattoo that write 'Jesus is coming, look busy' on your buttocks?"

"The Arch-Bishop's buttocks!"

Hwahahaha.. Farnie

21st.April.2003
Met Darl at cityhall after her meeting with her manager over some insurance thingey. Had BK for my BLD. Then went to The Esplanade to sit down, enjoy each other's company. Time spent is short, but the emotional feeling is great. Never had we felt more close than ever. -Went home-

22nd.April.2003
Werked... new dentist.. Kenneth... cute guy with an attitude... Dao.... took my book without permission. But still is polite enough to apologise to me for taking the book. -went home-

23rd. April.2003
Werked.... met darl at TB MRT, went her house, had dinner there... then... then... then....blah blah blah.. lalalalala....
-went home at 2330hours-

You are: a modern andro/tom boi, life of the party,
out to all hours, loving the scene... need a
girl who can understand this and keep up with
you!! Wouldn't be surprided to find you Drag
King it up out and about! You go girl!


Which Breed of Lesbian are YOU?
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BLEAH!

Heard this song on radio just the other day.
pretty nice song... slow with good lyrics.
Taken off the "Serendipity" OST. Song "The Distance" by Evan and Jaron

The sky has lost it's color,
the sun has turned to gray.
At least that’s how it feels to me
whenever you're away.
I crawl up in the corner,
to watch the minutes pass.
Each one brings me closer to
the time you’re comin' back
I can't take the distance,
I can't take the miles.
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile.
I can’t take the distance,
and I'm not ashamed
and with every breath i take
i'm callin your name
But I can't take the distance
I still believe in feelings
but sometimes I feel too much.
I make believe you're close to me,
but it ain't close enough,
not nearly close enough.
I can't take the distance,
I can't take the miles.
I can't take the time until I next see you smile.
I can’t take the distance,
and I'm not ashamed
and with every breath i take
i'm callin your name

But I'd brave fire and i'd brave rain
to be by your side, i'd do anything
but i can't take the distance

i will go the distance
i will go the miles
that's how much you mean
to me

cause I can't take the distance,
I can't take these miles.
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance,
and I'm not ashamed
that with every breath i take i'm callin your name
I can't take the distance
The distance...

Apollo god of the sun.


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Whenever I'm weary
From the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness
When my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your gal

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your gal

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I only known you were there all the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your gal
Now and forever I will be your gal

You are every goth-kids dream!


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Men are the enemies of women. Promising sublime intimacy, unequalled passion, amazing security and grace, they nevertheless exploit and injure in a myriad subtle ways. Without men the world would be a better place: softer, kinder, more loving; calmer, quieter, more humane. -Ann Oakley

You Can Talk to Animals!


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Lord of the Rings


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I smell, I'm mean, I live in a trash can and I
really don't like people. So just go away and
leave me alone. Your Oscar the Grouch!


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My palm.. revealed...

WRIST LINES
Your Wrist Lines predict how many satisfying years you have ahead of you. The more wrist lines you have the better. You have three wrist lines, so there's no shortage of happiness coming your way. Celebrate by doing what you do best. Go find a party to be the life of. And make sure your happiness continues on the job, or consider a new career.
HEAD AND LIFE LINES
The top line is your Head Line and determines intelligence and mental strength. The bottom line is your Life Line and indicates passion. Your head line and life lines do not touch, and your head line is straight. Whatever your fate, you'll be the one to decide it. You're independent and vocal. You're energetic and smart, expecially when it comes to numbers. You are the only thing that can come between you and your ambition. Your wandering spirit and short attention span make it hard for you to sit still long enough to complete anything.
HEART LINE
The Heart Line determines your romantic success. Your heart line curves up, and if your life had a theme song, it would be 'Hurts So Bad.' Your sensitivity can often lead to envy and self-doubt. You're constantly seeking approval and craving the spotlight, where you feel happy and accepted.

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
right now I feel invisible to you like I'm not real.
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say...

I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with the lost stare,
That's when I decided...

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there,
When I was scared,
I was so alone.
You need to listen.
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone.

Am I just some chick you place beside you,
to take somebody's place?
When you turn around,
can you recognize my face?
You used to love me
you used to hug me,
but that wasn't the case,
everything wasn't okay.

I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with the lost stare,
That's when I decided...

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone.
You, you need to listen,
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losing my grip
and I'm in this thing alone.

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
crying out loud
I'm crying out loud.

Open your eyes,
open up wide.

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone.

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone.

Why should I care?
If you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere.

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone.

Why should I care?
if you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere.

Have you ever.... lost sleep over the fact that you have hurt someone that you love so much.......

Have you ever... felt so helpless.... over the fact that you can't make the one you love smile....

Have you ever.... felt so hurt..... that you feel like dying.....

have you ever.... love someone....
as deeply as I love her.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chorus-
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they don't come out right?
Have you ever, have you ever....

Verse-
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Chorus

Verse-
Have you ever found the one
you've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

Chorus

Verse-
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cuz baby I can't sleep

Chorus 2x

I have no idea.... what I have done......
What have I done....

oh ya.... Nice song

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know?
Still I miss you somehow..

(CHORUS)
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'Till there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,
"Please stay. Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams
Through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

(CHORUS)

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here now..

(CHORUS)

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Test Your IQ

Ookay guys. Tis' my brother's swear werd. Haiyo, he and you ting and mama.. all the same gang one!!!


your asshole.


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All of you ar... like to tuse that INVASION smiley hor! Especially Ting!

SARS= Singaporean Are Really Scared

This is Fly's Soul...

you are CAMILLE. you look so sad with that buzzsaw
going through your head...aww.....it'll be
alright......


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This is My Soul...

you are SCYTHE-MEISTER. your tough and you look
like your in kind of alot of
pain...ouch.....you are also a leader and you
have your head skin nailed to a big metal
thing...woo!.....


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I'm really worried bout darling.. i dun want her to think that she can't face up to me after what happen the dae before. It's really not her fault.. she got hurt.. i got hurt.. both are hurt.. but hurt heals with time.. and even though it's leaving a scar.. but this one won't hurt with time. Neither will it be prominent to see in my heart. I'll laser it off if that's gonna help the scar to go away, i'll do cosmetic surgery to get the scar off.. whatever, whichever way it's gonna help. I will do it.

I will hold on tight to her.... no matter what it takes or even sacrificing my life.. just holding on to her... I'll do it. I'll go to the end of the world and back just to see her smile her beautiful angelic smile.

I'll finally smile when she smiles and be happy again.... I'll finallly be happy when all these is over.....

I love her.....
too much....
so much....
always....

Hello, I guess most of you must be like thinking. Why is there two link to my Sticky Notes? Well, I saw something real nice to go with my red and black template but kinda she bu de all the comments that you guys left at my Klink. So I'll just leave both of them there, Just choose where you wanna leave your holler at. The Left side one is the Klink Family Shout Out, the right side is the new one

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I guess after so much that has happened..
One thing for sure.. is that I will not give up on her..
No matter what....
Though she might be going through a phase or anything.
Or even if she tries to degrade herself by saying she's such a bad gf or stuff like that...
I'll be by her side.
No matter what.
A promise that I give her.....
Till the end.....
I love you too much to let you go.....

God.. I can't stop crying.....

"I am so sorry that I got you upset... I dun want it this way.. i guess it will be better if I stay away for a moment"
Date 8th. April.2003
Time 2204hours

Would you dance
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run
And never look back?
Would you cry
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
For the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

What happens when someone you love, has lost interest in the things they are doing?
When thoughts flood their minds and they dun know what is it... They just turned so moody... so down on their spirits... it makes you wanna cry....

You dun know what's bothering them... you hear their voices on the other side of the phone and hears a trembling voice... somewhat close to crying....

Would you cry???

I wanna cry...
I'm so upset...
I dunno what to do...
I feel so helpless...
I can't be beside her... when she's like that....

I like the way you wanted me,
Every night for so long baby,
And I like the way you needed me,
Every time things got rocky.

I was believing in you,
Was I mistaken, do you say...do you say what you mean,
I want our love to last forever.

But I'd rather you be mean,
Than love and lie,
I'd rather hear the truth,
And have to say goodbye,
I'd rather take a blow,
At least then I would know,
But baby, don't you break my heart slow.

Nooooo
I like the way you'd hold me,
Every night, for so long baby,
I like the way you'd say my name,
In the middle of the night,
While you are sleeping.

I was believing in you,
Was I mistaken, do you mean...do you mean what you say,
When you say our love could last forever.

Well I'd rather you be mean,
Than love and lie,
I'd rather hear the truth,
Then have to say goodbye,
I'd rather take a blow,
At least then I would know,
But baby, don't you break my heart slow.

Nooo
You'd run around,
And lead me on forever,
While I'd wait at home,
Still thinking we're together,
I wanted our love to last forever.

I was believing in you....

I'd rather you be mean,
Than love and lie,
I'd rather hear the truth,
Then have to say goodbye,
I'd rather take a blow,
At least then I would know,
But baby, don't you break my heart slow.

Nooooo
Don't love and lie,
I'd rather hear the truth,
And have to say goodbye.
I'd rather take a blow,
At least then I would know.
But, baby dont you break my heart slow.
Baby dont you break my heart ................slow

The Hours...

Virginia Woolf - The Hours
The Hours

yeah! me and darlin going to watch the play "invitation to treat" this coming saturday.

Weather: Rainy, gloomy

Havent been blogging for quite some time already. Havent really got the time and energy to do it. Been rather tired these few days.
Down with a backache which lasted for prolly 3 weeks already. Hope it's just a muscle pull and not a nerve related thing. Sigh...
I aint feeling very good now too. Headache....