Thursday, May 26, 2005

*A fairytale has finally ended its chapter... where there won't be anymore 'happily ever afters', where promises disintegrate into dust and holds no meaning. The empty words and promises shall travel with the wind to some faraway land where it will finally find a resting place for its tired soul... Perhaps in another world and time, it'll flourish into another beautiful fairytale that would be everlasting.*

As I sit at my window, staring out. I remembered the tears that rolled down your cheek. My heart was aching. Remember I told you I don't wanna see you cry? But you cried.. I felt the fragility of emotions... how they can just break at a thought of sadness... But thats how they work aint it?

It's raining heavily now... Lightning and thunder. Just the perfect time to wallow in sadness. Heh.. But it's time for me to rest now... *Ich liebe Dich*

Angel
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For a break that will make it okay
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
It may be empty, oh and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel -
May you find some comfort here

So tired of this straight life, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
Storm keeps on twisting, keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escape one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
In the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel -
May you find some comfort here

Monday, May 09, 2005

Well, I'm back home after a good dinner... =)
Realised this morning that all my digital photos are all gone... =(
My win98 got cranky and while burning my data into my CD, it ate up all my files and my files are never to be seen again.. All my pictures! I'm so sad now... Stupid computer.

But it got fixed up abit this morn by my *pc doctor* but still abit weird cos Dr. said perhaps my RAM not compatible? *or was it something wrong with the RAM?* cannot remember, anyways, I'm a computer idiot. So.... Haha...

PY flew yesterday.. or rather the day before *it's monday already* Like so drama like that. 5 people to send her off for a 5 day training trip to Melbourne. Like machiam she going for 5 years and never to be seen again after that like that... hahaha...

Ya lor. So today has a good day so far. Was watching pc dr. fix my com... Haha..
aiya, k lah.. I like abit talking crap liaoz.

Shower time now. And bed time soon but not so soon. Hahaha.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

You give your hand to me
And then you say hello,
And I can hardly speak,
My heart is beating so.
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well,
But you don't know me.

No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night,
And longs to kiss your lips,
And longs to hold you tight.
Oh, I am just a friend
That's all I'll ever be
'Cause you don't know me.

I never knew the art of making love
Now, my heart aches with love for you.
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too.

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye.
I watch you walk a way
Beside the lucky girl.
Oh, you will never know
The one who love you so
'Cause you don't know me.

Oh no, you don't know me.
Oh, you don't know me.
When the heart comes to a point of numbness, and emotionless. What would one do?

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Went for coaching for bowling todae! Haha. And guess who's d coach? Miss Diva herself. Wow, didn't know how easy it is to bowl when you effortlessly swing your hands like a pendulum and follow the dots on the ground for that nice hit.

maybe should practice la hor. Practice makes perfect. but when will I ever have d time to go bowl? Haha.

Haha! And I finally got my rainbow flag! But must wait for another week more before it is finally hand delivered to me. And the best thing is.. it's free. My friend say I don't have to pay for it. BUT I feel so bad having to ask her to get it for me and not pay for it.

Quando, Quando, Quando