On MC today, stayed home and played the guitar. nice!

oh my god! my gerbils!!!

I'm a grandma! with 6 grand children!

If I tell you, I'll have to kill you....

Why has it not bothered me when you've stop telling me that you're already home? Normally you'll sms me and tell me, but u din....

Have I changed? For better or for worse?

Fucked up monitor screen! Keep turning blue... feels like smashing it to pieces. *Aggro*

Company Dinner tmr, mystery plc for makan, yum seng and sing song. that's wat my directors said in their fax. Wonder where is it? Hmmmm.

Saw an extended chinese mtv today, feels so sad, the way things is happening between the male singer and the girlfriend, but still, it's a happy ending nonetheless. Wonder what would be the ending for my story?

What has become of me, nobody knew....

Alot of thoughts been running thru my mind for the past one month... wat is it with me and the truth? Maybe the truth tends to shy away from me, and that's y lies was spilled instead. Why can I jus say truth? Because I'm a coward? Because I like to run away from reality?

What is it?!

I'm just too "happy-go-lucky", who can take my shit? Maybe I can take my own shit. Or maybe another bigger shitty asshole can take it. What the fuck am I blabbering about?

What a long post from you... what a heart wrenching post. Maybe I'm not for you... I break too many ppl's heart and maybe I should be awarded the Jerk of the lifetime award, for ruining your birthdae, your long weekend, your life, your time...

What do you think? I'm nt trying to be sarcastic or anything, I'm jus voicing what my mind says.... I'm such a bad person.

---

"Hurt"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

Been jammin with Delfi and it's been great jammin sessions eventhough the 2nd jammin session at Del's house was full of NGs. Hahaha.

Been learning my guitar chords and all, been good, been practicing. Enjoying myself alot by immersing myself in music. Feels like it's the way to go for me. At least something I'd really enjoy doing. Singing, playing the guitar, jammin with Delfi "Ginger" Esfandi. Great piano guy!

Been enjoying my werk down at Temasek too. At least now there's something to look forward to at werk, and that is a great team, joking and laughing together. Well, that's about it for the moment... Can't think of anything now.. brain jammed.

Well, as you ppl who actually does visit my blog, you'll realise that Tag board has crashed, I think...

So I've got rid of Tag board.. so leave your comments using the stickynotes after every post to leave your comments k.